Wind and Waves

Oh where is the color in my life? The warmth? The feeling of safety?

Where have they gone??? How do I get them back?

he sees the color, he has no color
I look at him and I get grey in me He looks at me and he gets color in him.

I look in the mirror and I feel warmer, livlier, I see youth. even beauty, sometimes. sHe gives the life she has. He has no life.

sHe stayed but never arrived.

It is snowy and cold here in Paonia. So? Why not do a moto trip to Baja! Goodbye winter, for the month of January!

So many colors here!!! I can feel a whole new side of me emerging. The side of me that I have grown with all my travels to the latin countries, which as I reflect, I realize has been a lot!

A call to bring our writing group together, put me in motion. Off to Denver, Union Station, Thank goodness! Through the Blue blue sky day, through the changing of the leaves. I hadn’t realized how nice it would be to get out of Paonia and see and feel different landscapes and different people. Whew! thank god. I’m feeling revived and infiltrated with a sparkle that I feared I may never feel again. Life! It’s harsh. The more desperate I get for the gentle of it…….the rougher it gets!

Then…. oh then :-). I zoomed right on past Paonia and the crescent moon guided me right to the desert. I was just in Vegas….and didn’t love being in the desert (if you can call it that) But this place! oh wow. I must have at least 10 selfies from this area over the years. Something about it! Sleeping under the expanse of stars was sooo delicious. Sunrise, so delicious. The warmth and colors and smells, so delicious :-). Big Sigh. Nature, the one thing that you can trust.